Lets just start out with the fact that me and so have been together for a year and a half and we have 3 kids in combination. so didnt want anymore kids and I was willing to give up my life dream of having another child just to stay with him. I broke down the other night and explained how I just want to have all the things older mothers get, ohhing and awwing over the pregnancy, making blankets, a kick ass baby shower and that when I had j i felt very deprived from that. so so has agreed to a compromose when im done with my bachelors and he proposes ( march of 09) we will try to have a baby.

He made my dream come through with that im so excited abut it I dont know what to do with myself. I just needed to share with someone because im on cloud nine. J will be 7 by the time we have a new baby.